This reminds me of the most terrible feeling.
When your pain is tangible. You can reach out and touch it. It’s everywhere, consuming you. You don’t even realise how long it’s been eating away at your insides until you finally cave in and crumble helplessly, crashing, spiralling down, hopeless. The terrible tightening in your chest, the constriction of your lungs, the deep, shuddering breaths in as you try to hold back the inevitable- then you break. Now comes the painful, wracking sobs, screaming silently, your damaged self seeping out through the cracks that you flimsily repair each time you fall apart. But this time, those cracks have split wide open, leaving gaping holes in your being. You wail for a long time, weeping pitifully as you cry yourself a pool of self-sympathy, until you are empty, benumbed, turned inside out.
Always reblog from it.
|Telemarketer:||Hello, is your mother home?|
|Me:||I have no mother.|
|Her:||Well can I speak to your father?|
|Me:||Yeah, which one?|
|Her:||Which one is home?|
|Me:||Well they're both home..but I don't think you want to talk to Carlos. He just went through a breakup with his boyfriend, Antonio.|
|Her:||Oh, so your fathers' names are Carlos and Antonio?|
|Me:||No, no! My fathers' names are Carlos and Mark.|
|Her:||So who's Antonio?|
|Me:||I just told you, Carlos's ex.|
|Her:||So Carlos was cheating?|
|Me:||Yes, but that's only because Mark was cheating with Edith, our neighbor.|
|Her:||So Carlos cheated only because Mark cheated?|
|Me:||No, he THOUGHT Mark was cheating.|
|Her:||So Mark wasn't cheating?|
|Me:||I never said that.|
|Her:||Yes, yes you did!|
|Me:||No I didn't.|
|Her:||Y-yes! You did!|
|Her:||Y-you- Never mind have a nice day, goodbye.|
AND THAT IS HOW YOU USE AN EFFECTS PEDAL
I was gaping the entire song this is insane
If I had a dollar for every time a musician made me feel like I’ve done nothing with my life, I’d be filthy, FILTHY rich.
this made me reevaluate my life
wow i love this
I will never not love this.
there are literal tears in my eyes
forever my favorite post on tumblr